Here I want to thank all deep from my heart - who have helped and supported me throughout the past few years with by giving me encouragement and incentive. There where moments where I lost my courage - or where I thought I could not overcome the jungle of programming and technique.

But with the help of you all I have found new power and encouragement - and finally this project could be realized: the Site is On-Line!

At the beginning I had no idea what would come up to me. There where too many people who tried to dissuade me from tinkering a homepage by myself. But I am a passionated constructor and I love to find solutions for tricky tasks. And I do defend way of "self-making" - and I love to do things from which others think I couldn't manage. And therefore this warnings couldn't have effect on me.

In this area of programming and computing is much more to discover than I did. But I really feel contented by this result.

I send special etheric rays of light and power to:

My Mummy

it has really not been that easy for you with me. But the fruits of your efforts start to ripen. From the beginning you have enabled and advanced my first steps on my way to the fine arts... For this I want to thank you deep from my soul! You are always in my heart...

Mummy's husband and life-companion Karsten

your archeological knowledge has often inspired me. I have XXX Ich habe die Ausdauer und Präzision deiner Ausgrabungsarbeiten in Syrien sehr bewundert.

My Daddy...

I am sure, that you can see me - even when I can not see you... often you where so far away when you where here - and now you are more far than ever. But in my heart there shines your light!

My son Baris

- I am glad that we have come closer to each other just by the burdons and hindrances that had been laying on our way and between us. Though we have learned to understand each other and to grow with it commonly. Through your help this Site shines brighter...

My brothers and sister: Claus, Reiner and Veronika:

you have ihr habt mir in sooo vielen Stunden neuen Mut zugesprochen und mich angespornt, weiterzumachen. I thank god for the wonderful gift to have you as a brother and sister! This is valid for you also, Reiner ... if you can see this! You have given me - when you where here on earth - the mental and spiritual ideal, that has guided me forever... I still cdan feel and see the light...

My ex-husband and true friend Mehmet:

you have showed me so many things through our journey of this life. Through you and together with you I was able to discover and enjoy a new world - which would not have fallen to me without your being there.

My beloved and true girl-friends - we know each other since our early school-time: Sibylla, Gerti and Monika...

during all these years you have grown so close to my heart, like only brothers and sisters - or real heart-friends are able to.

Doris Hellauer - considerable Painting-Artist from Deggendorf (town where I live):

you have opened for me a wide horizon with your herrlich luftig leichten und doch kräftig bunten und exotischen Aquarellen - Blütenbildern und Landschaften einen großen. While viewing your paintings - I feel enabled to wander into different and unknown worlds...
Adress: Doris Hellauer - Painting-Artist
Frames, Artistical Requirements and Painting-Courses
Weiherfeldstraße 8, 94560 Neuhausen at Deggendorf.
Telephone: 0991/´90248 * E-Mail: hellaueralex@web.de

Hildegard Döllner - Airbrush- and Porcellaine-Painter from Deggendorf

you have given me deep inspiration with your profound mental airbrush-paintings...

Sylvia - the fairy of the animals

with your wonderful letters you have showered me with cascades of light... and your love for the animals has touched my heart.

Asghar and Amin from Pakistan

you have managed to pull me out of a very long creative-pause and you have tempted me to come again to the top of my creativity ...

Emmerich

the long and refreshing talks by candlelight and red wine in front of the fire-place - have transformed into bright lights of my memory. Sometimes I feel a breeze of the wind, that used to touch my hair - wenn we where sitting in the dark, beneath all these animals you had... and when the smell of the goats and sheeps lulled me with a wonderful feeling of shelter...

At this point I especially want to thank the persons who have supported me from the "background" to realize this Site.

Register of Sources

Music

Interpret: Ubi_Soft - Criterion Studios
CD-Title - Game: SUB Culture
Music:
1. Main-Track (2-35 min)
2. Main-Track (2-59 min)
Criterion Studios at Ubi_Soft GmbH, Service
Zimmerstraße 19, 40215 Düsseldorf
Tel.: 0211-3380033, Fax: 021-3380051,
E-Mail: service@ubisoft.de

The music on the first pages comes from the PC-miniature-golf game Superputt from the Software-Company COREL. This game is a very nice version with a merry backgroundmusic (one of the rare really good miniature-golf backgroundmusics!). On this CD you can find various versions of miniature golf - all parks contend interesting courses and are nicely surrounded. This game is for children as well as for adults... it is a super idea for rainy afternoons! Interpret:
COREL / ARI Minigolf-Superputt Sound from:
1. Traditional-Park
2. Water-Park and
3. Buddha - Training-Park
URL: www.corel.de

Register of Sources

Paintings and photoes created by other artists

Artist: Carl-Walter Röhrig

My special thanks to the phantastic airbrush-artist Carl-Walter Röhrig, whose paintings you can see at the page: "My way... How I came to the fine arts"
In Carl-Walter Röhrig I have found an artist, who applies his talent also for the meditative part of arts. His coloured speech is of a wonderfully silent poesie... His paintings tell tales about worlds and spaces, that are filled with spheric sounds - or call us to take notice and to respect the world surrounding us as well as the world within ourselves.

URL: http://www.phantastic-art.com
URL: http://www.phantastic-art-image.de
E-Mail: cwroehring@aol.com

Künstler: Vasarely
Bilder:
Vasarely - Portrait
Feny
Cheyt-M
Axo 77
Progression

Artist: Salvatore Dali:
Paintings:
Il Christo di S. Giov.
Sacrament of the Last Supper
Versuchung des heiligen Antonius - Temptation of the sacred Antonius
Rose meditative
Marche desclaves - March of the slaves
Apparetion of a face

Artist: Escher:
Graphics:
Portrait
Wasserfall - Cascade
Hand mit Kugel - Hand with a ball
Konkav - konvex
Metamorphose II - methamorphosis II
Bildergalerie - Painting gallery
Castrovalvo

Artist: Caspar David Friedrich
Painting: Portrait
Baum - Tree

What I want to say with this Site

Everywhere around us - it is blooming and growing - that my heart is filled with laughter. The charming colours and fragrances of the nature invite us to stand still for a moment...

But mostly our mind is too occupied, there is no space left... and we do not recognize it. We haste through this world, we trouble ourselves in trying to paste and keep beautiful moments of our life - to freeze those moments for ever... But besides this - it is a magnificent feeling - to let go and live the moment with all one's heart!...

Seeking for a Publisher

I am looking for a publisher or sponsor - who wants to publish a collection of my poems together with some of my paintings - or also could be the paintings of other artists - relating to the poems.

Besides this I have written a book titled "the free will of mankind". There I point out various deplorable states of affairs and make some suggestions for solutions. There I have also worked out the theme of nutrition, especially Raw-Food - happy food. If there would be a possibility to have that book published and translated into english - I would realy be very glad about a contact:

Quest for sponsors

I am looking for sponsors for the publication of my paintings.

Further I am looking for:

1. Galleries, who are interested to exhibit my paintings.
   
2. Poster- and/or Postcard-Publishers to print and publish the paintings.
3. A publisher who is interested in publishing a book containing my poems and/or storys together with some of my paintings.
4. E-Mail